Bring it ON!!!!

today, i greet you. i am still sitting in bed and for the 1st time in 2 weeks i dont have to take the kids to school or get up early for something. i love it. its still dark outside even if its 08:49. should be, for today is the longest night in the northern hemishpere. i was thinking about a quote that i read last night in this amazing magazine. ok, i forgot something AGAIN with arragements at jana's school so i am running there now. bye bye. i will finish this later. love,wf
ha-ha. almost 5 hours later and i am up for air. barely. my bed is made and i've got a whole lot of presents wraped. the kitchen and the rest it still, well, unmentionables but soon that will change. back to the quite i read last night in RealSimple. generosity. 'real generosity toward the future lies in giving all to the present' i thought about that, then i realise that we dont LIVE enough everyday. we live in the future (hoping things will get to a state of eupheuria) or in the good days of the past. THEN i tought. BRING IT ON!! today is as good as its going to get and i am going to LOVE today. so jana had her little concert this morning and i cried the whole time. tomorrow she is doing the same concert because she is in the whole week and not just 2 or 3 days like most other kids. she CERTAINLY are not like most other kids. yesterday i went to walmart and she INSISTED to go to the loo. so, i patiently took her and while waiting for her (patiently) to finish up, i asked her: so, are you done? her answer: 'i am afraid not'. nearly cracked myself in there. she is sooo awesome and yes, she tries my patience ALL the time. i just love her and do not wish her big at all.
let me say goodbye with ons of my favourite pieces of all time: Hab 3:19 The Lord God is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds' feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]! For the Chief Musician; with my stringed instruments. one giant hug...wf xxx