New years musings

it's begun with me. i am starting to pray and think through my intentions and desires for 2006. at the same time i am doing HOF. Assignment H reads: Personal Statement. Create a layout that shares with us something about you. You can explore a topic you're passionate about, a meaningful anecdote, or any other subject that you feel would allow the judges to catch a glimpse of the "real" you. so i am thinking about that and then on a different note, thinking about 2006. then the 2 came together and i did this amazing page on my prayer for my marriage for 2006. this is very personal. but i want to post it here. its TOP secret too. I pray that it will live in your hearts too. the journalling on the page is a little different but here is the raw script: Fascinating womanhood… I love this book. In fact I think that this is, apart from the Bible, the most influential book I have ever read. It started more years back than I can remember, probably 12, when I picked it up and it so totally transformed my life and my marriage. Written in 1962, it still to this day and in this modern age define womanhood and the captivating role a woman plays in her man’s life. Because a woman’s heartfelt desire is to be loved and cherished in marriage. I live this with such a passion. My prayer is that I am still the fascinating woman to him that all these years past. Lord, let me be. Let me be a woman with spunk. With fire. Let me be adorably independent and a woman he cant push around. I pray that I will be worthy of his celestial love. That his highest kind of tender love will be towards me. I pray that our love will lift us out of the mediocre and will place us on a heavenly plane. I pray that his love for me will be spontaneous, warm and tender. That he will experience such a deep feeling within for me. That it will be intense. That he will be enchanted and fascinated with my human qualities, with a deep desire to protect and shelter me from harm, danger and difficulty. I pray that I will be worthy of this highest kind of love. I pray that my love will awaken his capability to be tender, romantic and adoring. I can only ask that I will become more girlish, tender, sweet. That I will have that sparkle in my eye, smile more, be radiant, and more feminine in my manner. I pray that I will become more and more charming, that I will shed joy around and cast light on the dark days. That I will be the golden thread of our destiny and the very spirit of grace and harmony. I ask that my presence will light our home, that my approach will be cheerful and warm. I ask that my angelic qualities will increase to awaken a feeling of worship in him, that it will bring him peace and happiness. I pray that I will accept him more at face value. That I will appreciate his better side. Admire his manliness. That I will make him (after You Lord) number 1. To let him be the guide, protector and provider. To let him manage the money. I pray that I will be careful not to wound his sensitive manly pride, but be sympathetic and understanding. Oh, Lord, let me be the best fascinating woman to this man that I could possibly be.
enjoy your musings for 2006. love wfxxxx